Touch me now

killin_mesoftly @ 2005-03-02T22:09:00

2005-03-03T05:11:16Z

Wow Its been a long time since I've been on here.
I'm sick, I haven't been to school and i was supposed to take pictures but I didn't cuz I'm sick.
Sean keeps freaking out on me and its pissing me off.
I haven't worked in four days and its nice.
I miss my friends.

killin_mesoftly @ 2004-12-12T10:21:00

2004-11-12T17:21:28Z

So I haven't been on my computer in about a week
and NO ONE commented...
sad.
I put blonde in my hair.
pics soon.

killin_mesoftly @ 2004-12-02T00:11:00

2004-11-02T07:25:56Z

I'm making a weird face but heres my make up for homecoming

i was in a weird mood...

joe leah me and sean

my hair blowing in the wind

sean had the balloon guy make me flowers

the balloon guy made me nemo!!!

my shoes i wore to homecoming

jessica at work

me as marilyn monroe

killin_mesoftly @ 2004-11-29T00:05:00

2004-10-29T07:01:55Z

So my computer is like half broken
I can't put homecoming pics up yet..
applebees is taking over my life!!

killin_mesoftly @ 2004-11-21T23:54:00

2004-10-22T06:52:11Z

homecoming is saturday
I get to babysit madison saturday morning
tomorrow the grudge comes out
Sean bought me a cute shirt today
I'm sure every other girl will have it soon though
I hope Kayla and James won for homecoming
I love them
I reunited with my best friend ashlee tonight.
sweeeeeeeeeeeeet

homecoming

2004-10-19T03:57:18Z

Homecoming is in 5 days....
I hate being broke, and after saturday I will be!
no one leaves me comments..
WHY DON'T YOU CARE ABOUT ME???
jk I know I'm lame..

killin_mesoftly @ 2004-11-03T22:57:00

2004-10-04T05:54:35Z

killin_mesoftly @ 2004-10-27T16:52:00

2004-09-27T23:50:34Z

Ok so I'm finally feeling better hopefully I will be at school tomorrow
I have no energy though...
I did lose some weight though..thats probably the only good thing that came from having mono

leave me comments..maybe they will make me get better

killin_mesoftly @ 2004-10-20T21:41:00

2004-09-21T04:38:32Z

I have fucking MONO!!!
GAAAAY seriously fucking gay
I miss way too much school
I love Sean

killin_mesoftly @ 2004-10-07T13:30:00

2004-09-07T20:28:37Z

I'm thinkin about cutting my bangs...
should I??
Holla back!

killin_mesoftly @ 2004-09-30T23:57:00

2004-08-31T07:08:42Z

1) Using band names, spell out your first name:

Jamiroquai
Evanesence
Senses fail
Sex pistols
Incubus
Coheed and cambria
All american rejects

2) Have you ever had a song written about you? not that i know of
3) What song makes you cry? maps-the yeah yeah yeahs
4) What song makes you happy? anything hip hop
5) What do you like to listen to before bed? mandy moore
6) Name a song: dip it low-christina milian
7) Who was/were your idol/s when you were younger? paula abdul
8) First album you ever bought? hanson
9) Name a song that reminds you of someone and why: eulogy-cuz my boyfriend loves tool
a p p e a r a n c e
HEIGHT: 5'6
HAIR COLOR: plum brown/blonde/black
SKIN COLOR: pale
EYE COLOR: blue
PIERCINGS: belly, nose, 3 in each lobe, 1 cartlidge, my rook and my helix
TATTOOS: no...i wish
r i g h t n o w
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: khaki...just got off work
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: none
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: strawberry slush from sonic
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: hot as fuck
HOW ARE YOU? fine i guess
d o y o u
GET MOTION SICKNESS?:hell yea
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: yes...lots
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: yeah
LIKE TO DRIVE?: its alright

f a v o r i t e s
TV SHOW: real world
CONDITIONER: pantene
BOOK: go ask alice
MAGAZINE: cosmo
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: dr. pepper
ALCOHOLIC DRINK: malibu rum and cranberry juice
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: hang out with friends
BAND OR GROUP or SINGER or RAPPER: incubus

h a v e y o u
BROKEN THE LAW: oh yes...
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: no
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: yes
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: yes
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: yes
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: no
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: Yes
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: yes...
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: no
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: no
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: Yes

l o v e d

BOYFRIEND: yes
GIRLFRIEND: no
SEXUALITY: straight
CHILDREN: 0
CURRENT CRUSH: sean
BEEN IN LOVE?: yes
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: yes
BEEN HURT?: yes
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: i dunno
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: yes, sort of

r a n d o m
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: yes
WHATS IN YOUR CD PLAYER RIGHT NOW: 311
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: hot pink
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: sean
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: sean
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: avril lavigne, the yeah yeah yeahs, sugarcult.....and a lot more

w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t
TIME YOU CRIED?: last night
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: a couple months ago
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: white chicks
y o u r t h o u g h t s o n
ABORTION: wrong
TEENAGE SMOKING: who cares
SPICE GIRLS: cute
DREAMS: weird as fuck.....but interesting..

killin_mesoftly @ 2004-09-25T00:22:00

2004-08-25T07:31:05Z

my rook (the barbell in the middle) i got it done yesterday

Me and my baby

bad pic of both of us but oh well

I look a lil stoned and pissed!

ahh my frog i won at golfland!!! he's a P.I.M.P.!!!

killin_mesoftly @ 2004-09-22T12:33:00

2004-08-22T19:33:18Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEE!!!!
on tuesday...
hehe

killin_mesoftly @ 2004-09-09T18:52:00

2004-08-09T22:57:09Z

change..

2004-08-05T09:40:57Z

I leave for Rocky Point tomorrow
I am gunna miss sean so much.
I was supposed to get off at 9 tonight and I stayed til 1 in the am
cuz I am nice like that.
At work tonight some guy puked in a martini glass ::blah::
but a good thing about work was that I saw Evan Muhlstein, Sean Wintrow, Brenna Like, and Chad Glaz...something! I don;t really know sean and chad but they seem cool.
I love Brenna and Evan. they are great! I miss them
Work is soooo much drama. applebees = drama?? who knew??
I will be back on sunday!
*miss me*

MeXiCo!!!!!!!

2004-07-28T06:00:06Z

RoCkY pOInT IN 8 dAyS GaNGStAsSsSs!!!!

killin_mesoftly @ 2004-07-10T03:54:00

2004-07-10T11:09:30Z

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Put a star by the things that are true about you.
3. Whatever you don't put a smiley by is false.

01. When I was younger, I made some bad decisions *
02. I don't watch much TV these days*
03. I love olives*
04. I love sleeping *
05. I own lots of books
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses
07. I love to play video games *
08. I've tried marijuana *
09. I've watched porn movies *
10. I have been in a threesome
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy *
13. I have acne free skin
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton
15. I curse frequently****
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year *
17. I have a hobby *
18. I've been told I: (women) have an applebottom, (men) am packing
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me
20. I'm really, really smart
21. I've never broken someone's bones *
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal *
23. I hate the rain
24. I'm paranoid at times *
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free *
26. I need money right now *
27. I love Sushi
28. I talk really, really fast *
29. I have fresh breath in the morning
30. I have semi-long hair
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas
32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister *
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis
35. I have a twin
36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyes in the past
37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. *
38. I like the way that I look *
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months *
40. I know how to cornrow
41. I am usually pessimistic *
42. I have a lot of mood swings *
43. I think prostitution should be legalized
44. I think Britney Spears is hot *
45. I have cheated on a significant other *
46. I have a hidden talent
47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have
48. I think that I'm popular
49. I am currently single *
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex *
51. I enjoy talking on the phone
52. I practically live in sweatpants
53. I love to shop *
54. I would rather shop than eat
55. I would classify myself as ghetto *
56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders
57. I'm obsessed with my LJ *
58. I don't hate anyone
59. I'm a DAMN good dancer *
60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington
61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother
62. I have a cell phone *
63. I believe in God *
64. I watch MTV on a daily basis *
65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months *
66. I love drama
67. I have never been in a real relationship before
68. I've rejected someone before *
69. I currently have a crush on someone *
70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life *
71. I want to have children in the future *
72. I have changed a diaper before
73. I've called the cops on a friend before
74. I bite my nails
75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club
76. I'm not allergic to anything *
77. I have a lot to learn *
78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie *
80. I am very shy around the opposite sex
81. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message *
82. I have at least 5 away messages saved *
83. I have tried alcohol or drugs at a party *
84. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past
85. I own the "South Park" movie
86. I have avoided assignments at work to be on LJ
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum
88. I enjoy country music *
89. I would die for my best friends *
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can
92. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist UMM JUST OBSESSIVE*
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story"
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy *
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it
98. I have dated a close friend's ex
99. I'm happy as of this moment *

Schedule

2004-07-10T00:25:44Z

1 Psychology: Gilbert
2 World studies/sm 2: Rogers
3 Photo 5/6: Overby
4 Southwest stories: Allen
5 Economics: Holaday

killin_mesoftly @ 2004-06-26T16:20:00

2004-06-26T23:35:06Z

shit happens when you party naked

2004-06-24T08:05:13Z

Angelina moved in with me.
we are "laying low"
we're sick of peoples bullshit.
hung out with brandon and kyle mills tonight.
ran into vanessa and katie.
then hung out with jared.
it was great.
<3

killin_mesoftly @ 2004-06-10T23:40:00

2004-06-11T06:55:24Z

New background

2004-06-11T00:35:17Z

I love Jessica Simpson
her name is almost like mine
Jessica Simpson
Jessica Sisk
ehh?
k well maybe not but i still
love her!!
I'm grounded...til saturday
I'm never grounded so this is hell
leave me comments
since im grounded
i will be on here a lotttsss!
<3 me

killin_mesoftly @ 2004-06-06T20:25:00

2004-06-07T03:32:54Z

So I had to go to traffic school
from 7:30 am to 3:00 pm!!
It was long and boring but it coulda been worse
I met this girl who works at Carstens on mill
she told me to go in
and she'll cut my herr for free!!
I need to get my hair done so im excited
Then I went to name brands
and got a belly and nose ring
exciting
now i have nothing to do!
I wanna go do something!!

killin_mesoftly @ 2004-06-03T17:30:00

2004-06-04T01:00:13Z

I start at Applebees on saturday..
I'm kinda nervous.
Angelina is leaving tomorrow for 11 days
what am I going to do with out her??
We went and picked up brandon at 7:30
this morning and went to Derricks
then we all passed out in D's room
until 12. Then I came home and slept til 6
We layed out for a long time yesterday
I'm so fucking sun burned. :(
exciting huh guys?
leave me comments
<3

killin_mesoftly @ 2004-05-30T15:50:00

2004-05-30T23:01:01Z

Thats Brandon! He's such a sweetheart!! We have fun together.

Then there is me and him. I look like a freaaaak!! but whatev!